The first full year without you has passed and at times it was so hard, i often stop for minute and think about something we did or tell a story about the laughs we had. It's so difficult to know that we can't have them laughs again! Mum often struggles to cope with the fact you aren't here in person but she needs to know we're all here for her! I hope we all continue to do you proud, you brought us all up so well, it's hard you not being around but I know you love us all so much! Happy new year dad! Miss you forever and always! Zak xxxx