3 years!!! It's crazy! I can't believe how quick it has gone, I hate not being able to wind you up and hate that you can't wind me up! I miss you so much! It's weird never seeing your face and not hearing your voice, I hate that I can't see or hear you! I think about you every day and often wonder how good me you and lee at work would be (probably piss you off) haha!! I hope what they say is true and that you are in another place safe just waiting for our arrival later on in life as I really want to see you again. Mum is doing amazing even though she doesn't think so! She is so strong and I admire everything she does!! She takes it day by day and there's nothing wrong with that, she has your strength and with that she can do anything!! We all miss you so much! And all love you even more! Xxxxxxx