My darling Steve For three years I haven't spoken to you touched you or been able to see you here beside me and I think it's sending me mad because your all I think about every second whatever I'm doing you're always there. I never thought I'd have to live without you so early I just don't feel safe without you and am miserable every morning I wake up and every night I go to bed when I wake in the night as I always do I miss you so much and just want you here in bed to cuddle me like you used to but it's never going to happen again and I can't bear it. How I've got through these three years I'll never know thank god for our lovely family and everyone around me otherwise I don't think I could keep going. There's been a big change here as I hope you know Lee is back in his old bedroom and we have the kids here who would have thought that wonder what you would have thought to it all? But there I hope you're with us! Apart from that everyone's ok just all missing you. Wish you'd walk through the door I often imagine that. I will bring you some flowers can't believe I've been without you for three years. Need you here want to hold you and laugh with you have a glass of wine with you not the same drinking on your own I miss our weekends going out and shopping. I'm always with you and your always with me and every second of the three years I've never left your side you're always in my heart.Sending all my love and kisses to you the best husband in the whole world wish I could hear you say my name again. Love you forever Steve. Your Sal xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx❤️💜💔💔💔💔💔💔