My darling Steve it doesn't feel like Christmas Eve without you here I've done the same things but it's not the same not exciting anymore. Wish you were here to make me laugh and cuddle me miss that so much. Can't believe I'm living without you had so many things go wrong life's not easy. Hope you can see us and what we're all doing. Well got to sleep now let me wake up and it's all a dream.. Love you forever so lonely without you make sure you're with me always. Goodnight my special husband💔xxxxxxxxxxxx