My darling Steve Miss you every second at Christmas it's not the same you always loved Christmas need you here to cuddle me and keep me safe. This life's hard going without you. Hope you can see us keeping up with all the things you did. Father Christmas has filled my stockings again hope you see. When I wake up in morning you will be the first thing I think about and want you here this Christmas morning. Well I have to carry on keep watching us. I try so hard but always end up in tears. Why us? Will love you forever my special husband. Hope you know we lost Tilly in November I really miss her she loved turkey! Well have to sleep now perhaps I'll dream of you at Christmas. Love you so much I'm always with you. Your Sal forever xxxxxxxxxxxx💔💜💔💜