My Darling Steve another bank holiday tomorrow without you I miss so much when we would go out together looking round the shops having lunch there doesn't seem any point in anything now life is so empty without you here. I went to Holly's today missed you not being there we watched the red arrows flying over you would have liked it miss you every second I hope you can see me. Went to Charlie's wedding last week hope you were with me went with Lee and Hannah had good time Zak was best man did funny speech hope you heard it not fair you weren't there I feel lost without you when I'm out everywhere is couples not right on my own. Everyone's doing well work wise etc Lee and Zak getting on ok with jobs how I would love you to be working with them miss you not coming in with them. Holly is getting on ok at work doing eyelashes as well now can't have mine done I cry too much! Ellie Keeva Lenny and James are all doing well they make us laugh breaks my heart you're not here with them we always talk about grandad. Well have got to try and sleep now but it's so hard without you in the bed so lonely all I want is you to hold me again think I'm going mad sometimes hurts so much. Wish I wake up tomorrow and you're here beside me love to turn back time I'd never let you go I always felt safe with you now I'm lost without you don't know how I get through each day I never feel happy now miss you making me laugh and cuddling on the sofa. I am always with you and you are with me forever. Come and hug me. Sending all my love and kisses to you my special husband. Your Sal forever xxxxxxxxxxxx