Hello dad! I know I haven't wrote on here in a while and I'm sorry for that! So much has been going on that you've missed out on :( yesterday I was best man at Charlie and Jess' wedding! I hope you were watching down on me! It was bloody hard but I got through it, used a bit of that humour you gave me! I hope you've also seen what me and lee have been upto! I'm becoming a bit of decent painter now haha! Must get it from you!! Still really gutted you never got to meet Beth and likewise she never got too meet you! I always tell her little stories of what you did and what you were like! I'm so sure you would get on! I hope all is good up there, I really just wanna have a chat with you again, I hate that I can't! I hope you keep trying to feed mum with positive energy! She's getting there but it's going to take time! I love you loads and miss you so much! Love you dad! Zak xxxxxx