Darling Steve I am missing you so much on this bank holiday I am so lonely without you wish you were here to talk to I am so worried about everything but then if you were here I would be happy and things would not be so bad. I wonder what is going to happen to me now you are not here I don't feel safe anymore and worry about everything . Everything would be ok if you were here to hold me. Did go shopping with Zak and Beth yesterday to Westfields you would have loved it I did buy two pairs of shoes! What a horrible world to take you away from me and all our family we would have so much fun with them all and to see what the future holds for them all its not fair. Come back then I'd be back to normal again hate this world without you in it to make me laugh again. Loving you every second sending all my love and kisses miss you in bed to cuddle me. Your Sal forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx