Hey it's hols!! Wish wish wish I could see you!! Wish I could hug you, wish I could laugh with. Wish u could see keeva and Lenny. Wish you could make mum happy again. Wish you could take her pain away. Wish u could make her more positive. Wish you could come back. Why you. Why us why my dad!! Miss you millions. All the kids are fab Ellie and keeva Lenny and James. Beth u haven't met her. Zak well happy! 😃 wish mum was happy. Love you dad too the moon and back xxxx.