My darling Steve well the memorial evening went so well so much money raised I hope you saw all the people there it was a wonderful night. I am sitting here on this Friday night on my own and missing you so much I wish you were here with me having a drink and making me laugh and having a cuddle I feel so lonely without you. I keep crying without you I wish we could have our lives back I was so happy then and could face anything with you with me now life's one big struggle wish you were sitting here next to me with your arms round me. Wish you were here to go shopping in Cambridge tomorrow but I will wake up and you won't be here.well I've got to go now keep helping me. Love you forever and always sending kisses Your Sal xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx