My Darling Steve it's now been a year without you here and it's been the worst year of my life. How I've got through it I don't know . I miss talking holding and laughing with you every second hope you are up there looking down on us all. We are going to fly your helicopter today so watch us not fair you are not here to fly it yourself but hope you laugh with us. Help me get through this next year just wish you could come back to me how happy we would be all the things we could do that just makes me so sad you missing out on the kids and the grandchildren what fun we would have. Please put your arms around me and make me feel safe again let me know you're here with me just want to see you again all I do is cry it's so lonely without you. Stanley misses you taking him for walks you used to love that. Anyway must go now sending all my love and kisses. Your Sal xxxxxxxxxxxxxx