Darling Steve this time last year you were going through so much. and that's what I keep thinking about and those last days but at least we still had you here. All I want is for you to hold me again I feel so cold without you hugging and touching me it's been so long. I spend so much time crying and hate waking up and you're not there. Help me carry on everything was easier when you were with me. Sending you all my love and kisses. Your Sal xxxxxxxxxxx