Dad! Happy new year!! Going to be a bad couple of months, with us keeping on thinking about this time last year, what i will say is as i know all 3 of them read this, they are all doing so well! Even mum even though she thinks she isnt, im always saying dad wouldnt want you being upset as i know you wouldnt! Thing is, we can all gain strength through what weve been through as a family, and you taught us to be the way we are! Mum is the one i worry about day in day out but i know you can help me too dad, so please send down some help and love! We all love and miss you! Zak x