Darling Steve I'm missing you so much this New Years Eve I feel so sad but know I must somehow carry on but wonder how the new year will be without you. Wish I could talk to you again and see and hold you I will miss kissing you happy new year but you are with me and I am with you. I will try and be strong in 2015 as you would want me to be and think of you every minute as I always do. Come and hug me . Sending all my love and kisses to you my lovely husband xxxxxxxxx