Darling Steve tomorrow is Zak's 24th birthday I wish you were here with us to celebrate with us then he is going on holiday which after what we have been through will be a good thing . Will be strange being in house on my own but I know you will be with me and I will have Lee and Holly. I got upset when we got Zak's case out and looked at your holiday things we always took with us it's not fair you are not here to use them. Missing you more each day and just want your arms around me again love you forever.Your Sal xxxxxxxxxxx.