Hey dad it's Hols!!! I hugged Lenny in bedroom tonight tears rolled down my eyes! U hugged me too yeah!! That hand is tightly on my shoulder!! Keevs is three next week, who would of thought after that text u sent me when she was born U wouldn't be here too look after us!! I hope ur watching keevs and Lenny! They have changed so much!! Ur missing too much it's not far!! What did u ever do wrong! Bloody nothing!