Darling Steve this morning Kizzy died it was quite quick and all of a sudden she was gone she struggled to get about but she had got too weak with old age she was a lovely cat now we have just got Tilly left thank god I have Zak here he did a good job of buried her in the front garden! Well I am in bed wishing you were here to cuddle and hold me I don't feel safe without you here another bank holiday without you it's so strange and I wish you were here to tell me everything will be alright. I miss you more each day and hate waking up without you and then I have to start the day again and get through it somehow. I will love you forever and know you are always with me I just wish we could have spent so many more years together just to go shopping with you in Cambridge again and going out there was so many more things we had left to do anyway I must go to sleep now thinking of you holding me All my love your Sal xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.