Dad I'm 30 in less the a month. Your not here!! God it's gonna be tough, that party u told me too have I'm gonna do it. But if there was only one person who I could spend it with I would choose you!! Miss you daddy. Life tough. Love ur only daughter Hols. Forever in my heart. Lenny walking, keevs is full of it just how you loved her, this ones cheeky like her mummy!! Dad wish I could have a cuddle and rub your feet! Love you too the moon keep hold my shoulder it's tough at times. But we are all doing well you would be so proud of Zak he turning out a very grown up man he had too grow up a bloody lot!! We so proud Miss you dad come back come back and make it normal. Love you xxxxxxx